Dear lost sister

Dear sister:

I lost you

I lost your eyes

I lost your smile

I lived sixteen years without you

I changed

The family changed

My feelings changed...

 

I miss you

I miss you like a pingiun miss the snow

I miss you like a star miss the sky

I miss you like a brother miss her sister

 

Come back

Come back and show me your smile

Show me those sixteen years without you

Show me those arms that once hugged me with love

Show me that you still love the family

Show me that you still love me

 

Make me feel again

Make me feel

Make me change

Make me see

Make me feel that i'm still a kid with a fixed family.

 

My precious mask

Smile

Everybody says the same

Everybody smiles like it was easy

Maybe I'm the only one feeling like this

Maybe I'm the only one with this smily mask

My precious mask

Conffusing people

Like everything is perfect

But all i want to do is cry

And scream

And kill the pain

They don't see what I see

They just want to look at ther own benefit

By killing other's dreams

 

 

Reality

My dear dream

You were all I needed

But now you are not here

You left when  I needed you the most

Maybe It's my fault

I killed the butterflies

I destroyed the roller coaster I felt when I kissed you

You said I was crazy

Because I transformed my dreams into nightmares

But the real crazy thing is that 

With this little stick

I'm inhaling the dreams

And exhaling the reality 

 Your nightmare it's my reality Dear~

No more butterflies

No more ups and downs

Just me and my lonely pain in this shitty world

 

Fallen angel

No one understand me

No one tried to know me

I need help

My wings are broken

And I can't fly back to home

Maybe I can do it by myself

I'm going to try it

I'm in position

All I have to do is jump

My foot is in the air

A scream

A laugh

Now it's all the same

I just want to go back to my home

No help

No people

Just me

My broken wings

And my last breath 

Dancing alone

I'm sitting here

I don't know how long I've been here

I take one step

Then another

I'm alone in this situation

The world is crashing down

And I can't help but I'm dancing

Dancing alone

Dancing in this world

With no one by my side

I'm moving

But no one can see this

No one can see that I'm dancing

Dancing alone

When everything I know is disappearing

When my world is crashing down

In front of my eyes

I'm dancing alone

While my feet are cutting

by the broken shards of that

world made with beautiful crystal by

that little girl who was dancing

But not alone.